SUBMISSION NO.3

I am high-key sick of lying to my parents about my sexuality! I can't deal with idea of coming out!! my internalized homophobia is gonna kill me and my religious friends arent helping!!!!!!!

 

I don't even necessarily want to kill myself, I just want to be someone else who can just. Fucking love girls in peace without this terrible feeling in my chest.

 

IDK where I'd go if my parents kicked me out. I feel like a whole burden bc I can't be this perfect religious kid without a disability that costs them thousands of dollars and isn't a dyke!!!!!!!!!!!! Ugh, I'm honestly thinking of just. Throwing it all away like. What's the point. I'll never be happy. There's no future for kids like me. It's either I please everyone by marrying a dude or I straight up get disowned because of something out of my control. Ugh.

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